What is going on?
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
I know I haven't been updating like I should--I apologize to you all, of course, but moreso I apologize to myself. I've had reasons and things to blog about and I've told myself, "When I get back to my computer, I should blog about this!"... and I just never got around to it. Those thoughts are gone now, I can't remember them, and I won't be able to look back on them in the future. So they are only hurting myself.
This is why I'm going to try to start blogging more often. I think it may help me realize where I am and where I've been, how far I've come and how far I still need to go. So there's that.
Also, I gained this week. About .6 of a pound. As a rule, my tracker only goes down (haha), so it's not logged... but I'm not too worried about it. I'm pretty sure it's because I was a reaally bad girl this weekend and had Chinese which is full of sodium, so I'm expecting it's a water gain.
I haven't been doing so great with eating lately. I've been going out to eat far too often and not cooking enough... I just haven't had the energy to cook and clean. My kitchen is usually a mess now since I'm not cleaning it, and the dishes are never done--Hell, I don't even have the energy to do my own dishes half the time, so I'll leave them in the sink for a day or two until I just go through all of them and be done with it. It's been really rough lately.
But I'm still working hard. I've taken my "No excuses" attitude to the next level--I run three days a week, no excuses. Strength training three days a week, no excuses. I'm going to make myself a better person, NO EXCUSES!!!
I've also asked the guy I really like to come visit me. I've been struggling with this for a while, but I realized that I do want this. And a person who wants something finds a way (and NOT an excuse!!), so I did it. He said yes. We haven't spoken about the details, but that's ok... I'm happy. :]
Other than that, not much is going on in Liz land. I think I'm gonna go take a nap, haha. Signing out, deuces!