to throw or not to throw
Saturday, December 25, 2010
ok so ate some favorite things over christmas told myself its just today, have been baking for three, so keep picking as i go by, the thought came that in the past throwing it out really made me happy. to throw or not to throw not just yet, what does that mean am i destructive just dint care, think to much, i gained 3 lbs this week, lost two last week, will this empty, loneliness go away will i free myself and just get extraexcersize and move on. will i get an A have a diabetic checkups tuesday from blood work taken 3 weeks ago it alone makes me want to eat. Christmases was pretty good got vacation $$ to spend in jan, talked web cam with the kids had a fabulous christmas eve, will walk tomorrow, loving it all today. will throw out the weeks tuesday pick up on fibers and live life freer and the blessing to others i want to be.