Thursday, September 01, 2011
I want to take a moment and thank each of you for your supportive comments. Today has been difficult. I stop to think and start crying. I remember the good times but keep going back to our final conversation. Such trivial things and suddenly she had to go because the tech came for her and I didn't even get a chance to say I love you like I always do. I know she knew it, but why this time didn't I express it.
Even when we are down, life continues on. We have obligations, appointments have been set and even if we aren't in the mood we have to do what we must. I had set up and appointment at the groomer for Abbie for today so that had to be done. I think even Abbie felt my mood because the groomer said she fought her today when she was doing her face and she has not done that before.
We had plans to go out to dinner tonite with friends (4 other couples) so decided to go in hopes it would lift my mood and I was glad we went as it has helped. They were very supportive but got my mind off of things too. I thought about ordering prime rib, but caught myself and had the chicken breast.
I got my lab results this afternoon and my triglycerides are up again. I have been eating no meat 1-2 days a week, doing my daily exercise, eating more fruits and veggies and still a problem. I go to the dr on Tues so we will be trying to figure out what next.
Again, thank you My Wonderful, Supportive Spark Friends. You are my earthly guardian angels.