December 31st 2010

I had to search my sent mailbox but I found the email that I sent to my childhood friend, the one who has known my weight struggles and has endured her own....I ranted about how there were 14 pair of pants/jeans on the bottom of my closet that I could not fit into. 14 was the number of pounds I was going to loose...I went down 10 pounds, up 5 or more pounds and now down again...20 since that day in time...maybe 21... while its a good feeling and I still have a few more to go, i have to understand maintenance! I have to weigh myself frequently and track it. I have to do the weights. It will be with me constantly or those 14 pair of pants and jeans will be on the closet floor again! I am enjoying putting them on now...some of them are even baggy! Don't let me forget this moment. And I want to thank my Sparkfriends for all your support over the years! You motivate me to log on here which then makes me log my fitness and food! I have to go workout now...despite enjoying the my cozy bed and listening to the rain come down! Thanks for reading.