august 5th 29 days until wedding

thoughts today my mood in serious trouble,51 degrees what last week 92. the wedding is still on 184 people and its so scarry on how this can go on despite the covid virus. maybe since so many people think its nothing and then others like me at almost 75 worried. going to a store like walmart yesterday by the time I got out I was dizzy and ready to hibernate like a bear. one way isles all doors locked except one confusion why is pudding and jello not in store. graham crackers flying off shelf other items like my favorite salad cressing not been in the store for a month
everybody just walking like zombies. my poor sister water boil alert lack of water a main break. she says what will happen next i said dont go there
I am tired everyday dont want to move my body is sad my mind is gone i know whats on my list to do but dont want to do it. gave up loosing weight no exercise so far this week wondering what is next