september 1, wow

well countdown to wedding and birthday is now 4 days. I am really stressed yesterday the pitss today starting to pack suitcase put outfits on hangers in car. I am so trying to keep calm but expect my mood to go into a full stress mode the closer it gets
My daughter keeps sending list of events and I just wonder if I can do all of this without making myself sick. I do have medication if I want to go with that but have been off those drugs almost a year. Can I enjoy myself I do hope so but just a scarry time with masks, the virus ,social distance.