Picking Myself Up Again
Monday, October 05, 2020
There are so many reasons for me not to eat myself into an early grave. I am loved and cherished and the people in my life deserve for me to be healthy and happy. I am the only person in the world who can get those things for myself. I have failed at reaching my goal weight so many times, broken so many promises I have made to myself and generally been a big baby instead of being an adult and taking responsibility for myself and what I do every day. I just drift with out a plan or goal in mind and when I stepped on the scale at my highest weight ever I just felt so stupid for all the bad choices I have made with my diet. I have blamed my genetics, my injuries, and age the last couple of years. Blaming isn't helping. I have been using Spark People for several years and I refuse to spend another dime on a weight loss program. I have tried so many over the years to no avail. The endless list of things I have tried has left me exhausted, fat and disillusioned. I am willing to give it another go because I deserve to be healthy and achieve my goals. Here I go!