Thursday, October 29, 2020
So I just wanted to post something quick. I'm pretty busy already even though I'm not recovered yet. I'm getting there bit by bit. People are already flocking to me wanting me to do everything for them. I hadn't realized just how much people relied on me. I knew they were lost without me but hadn't realized just how much. I'm not going to post very much because I just can't keep my thoughts together very much. My pain pills are making me kind of spacey right now. But I know they are working to heal the inflammation and my cough is getting less and less. I'm having trouble eating right now. I know this is going to be an ongoing issue now for a couple of reasons. One because I never ate much normally anyway and two because of the 300 mg of topamax and the wellbutrin and pretty much all my pills are weight losers. So I had to force down a nutrigrain bar this morning. Still drinking soda as it's kind of the only calories I can get in. Not a whole lot to say right now. Well, there's more to say, but I don't have the focus to do it. and having a wave of pain right now. Time to take my Topamax right now and just kind of figure out what to do with my day.