Slept so well last night. 8 1/2 hours. Two days ago my DH and I had a huge TALK. He was so depressed. He could not articulate what it was all about. I finally figured it out. Anxiety about Aging. I did not realize that this talk and trying to figure out what is happening would take so much out of me. I have done it before. I think I am just exhausted from the COVID isolation - my son's situation - stupid politicians - going on and on from March 2020. I want to travel and get my life back. I told my DH he has to learn to talk b/c next time he is on his own. This was a warning sign for me. I can not be the caretaker for everyone. I do not have the reserves that one needs to do that day in and day out. I did it for so long with my family - I was the one that everyone came to. I am tired and out of order. Need to travel to re-generate me again. I am upbeat and positive today. I think DH realized that he needs to use his words and recognize his own feelings. He saw me so drained that I could hardly keep my eyes open. have a good day!! I will.