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40 day challenge
Friday, February 07, 2020      10 comments

Okay, when I was early on in my journey here, I had to reclaim my sense of worth after years being married to someone who eroded my confidence and self-appreciation with constant criticism, derision and isolation. https://www.sparkp... Read more
I lost 195lbs... yesterday
Thursday, December 19, 2019      12 comments

It was a near thing, but, I finally got divorced yesterday. Still awaiting final judgement, to see how much he gets to keep scr3wing me over financially, but, at least this chapter is closed. There will be further wars with him, but, the judg... Read more
Reddit Thread Filled with So Much Truth
Monday, July 15, 2019      4 comments

tion_that_the/ https://www.reddit.com/r
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Updating my Stats
Saturday, July 13, 2019      9 comments

So, I found the last time I posted stats... time to update! 75% - to goal 28% - of bodyweight lost 5'8" - my height ... Read more
Climbing the Mountain - article link
Tuesday, May 21, 2019      3 comments

I really enjoyed this article, about how climbing Mt. Rainier was like our weight loss journey. https://greatist.com/liv
untain-climbing ... Read more
5 year lookback
Wednesday, March 27, 2019      9 comments

So, obviously, I am a bit down about weight regain (42lbs total). So, refocusing. Logging calories again. I was actually doing okay when not logging... Read more
Monday, March 25, 2019      8 comments

Ugh. So much yoyo. Very altitude change. All the carbs. So, no, I'm still not divorced. Because, of course not... I was unemp... Read more
Slackin in my Trackin
Thursday, March 15, 2018      15 comments

So, for all the things that are going wrong and adding stress (~coughs~ my ex husband ~coughs~), there are so many things still going right. I am sl... Read more
My food blogs
Wednesday, February 21, 2018      7 comments

So, obviously, weight loss is about food. It's also about emotions, as I found once I started blogging here instead of hitting the kitchen. Since I haven't had time to write much, I thought I'd resurrect some old posts: What 365 days o... Read more
My internal monologue is changing
Friday, February 16, 2018      18 comments

For so long, I was so hesitant. Doing what needed to be done, but, so often, waiting to hear exactly what to do or waiting for the inevitable criticism... Read more
I don't have sensory issues... and other revelations
Friday, February 02, 2018      15 comments

So, he's still here. He finally got a job, because the judge was flipping her lid at him and telling him to get a job and get out. But, he's trying to shake me down for loads of alimony money, moving into a nicer house than the one we live in no... Read more
I misread the control freak's actions
Sunday, November 05, 2017      17 comments

So, my last blog entry showed me a bit distraught, being upset at the amount of control my soon to be ex husband is still exerting and how he was taunting me with it. However, I realized after a rather elaborate action on his part... he wa... Read more
Checking in about the control freak
Sunday, October 08, 2017      20 comments

No, he's still not gone. He's still here in the house and taunting me every chance he can get. He hid my iPad and a piece of Confidential marked mail... so I hid his expensive watch (that he did not declare on his property statement)...... Read more
120lbs down - 40% of bodyweight lost. New Wardrobe
Wednesday, August 23, 2017      29 comments

120lbs down as of today. 179. First time I've been in the 17... Read more
This is hilarious - weight loss study
Thursday, August 17, 2017      30 comments

I have blogged here more than once in the past few years abo... Read more

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