Thursday, May 07, 2009
Tuesday when I had a gain instead of a lose I was really disappointed in myself and all that I have been doing. It just seemed like I couldn't get my act together no matter what I did, how little/much I ate, and how many things I wanted to eat but didn't. Ice cream has been calling my name but I have not had the first mouthful, chocolate has been right behind/ahead/beside me and again, I have not eaten any. And then to have a #$%^& gain? UGhhhhhhhhhhh.
Wednesday morning I just got up, flipped and started over again. If I don't loose this week, I will flip again. I am not going to give up. I am determined to get these last 20+ pounds off or as someone else said, release and free them cause when you loose something you want to find/save it again and I do not want them back at all!!
Thanks for letting me vent at me. I am ok now.