Begin again again
Thursday, March 02, 2017
But seriously, how many times can you say you're starting again before people think you're just like the boy who cried wolf??? I mean, at some point, no one will listen. But I think there's also value in stepping up, even if it's the 306th time, and saying I'm going to give it a go. Again. But like really this time. And let's b reels - it feels horrible. Because you feel like people are staring. Like they're rolling their eyes at you. And you somehow feel like in your soul of souls that they expect you to fail. But I think those feelings are really that you are staring, rolling your own eyes and yes - expecting yourself to fail. It's amazing how we're able to project these emotions on others when the truth is, the thoughts are our own! So yep - I'm going to try again. This time I actually have a numeric goal, a deadline and a plan. Will I fail? Eh, maybe. But I'm certainly not going to let that stop me from trying. Again.