So Very Grateful!
Monday, January 15, 2018
Gee whiz, y'all would not believe how incredibly busy I've been!
I've been working like crazy; plus, I've a relationship to maintain with God i.e. daily prayer, meditation & scripture reading, regular church service, etc; plus, I've volunteer service commitments; plus, I've weekly scheduled personal appointments; plus, I've family relationships to nurture & maintain; plus, I've personal development projects i.e. set 2018 goals, journal writing, etc; plus, I've an apartment & vehicle to maintain i.e. laundry, groceries, car wash, etc; plus, I've health concerns to overcome i.e. depression, high blood pressure and diabetes; plus, I've diet & exercise benchmarks to achieve & maintain; plus, I've a SparkPeople.com account to check-in on a daily basis & maintain - I've a lot on my plate!
It feels like every moment there is something that I must do... and, if I'm not doing anything i.e. resting, I feel guilty because there is always something on my mind that needs to be done. I'm practicing being disciplined and working to do the best I can to better organize my life - sometimes it's difficult.
Sometimes, I want to give-up; however, I get a second wind and decide to keep moving forward. Sometimes, it does feel overwhelming... however, I try not to be too hard on myself and I know that God is with me. I am very grateful for my son because he helps me so very much... I'm grateful that God gave me a son who absolutely adores & cherishes his mom.