Digging Deep Again!
Monday, November 11, 2019
Oh how I hate having to start again.... and again .... and again!
I feel like a broken record, feel terribly embarrassed, and yes..... even like a failure at times.
I fall off my wagon so very often, when I am doing amazing, off I go into the bushes.....
rolling down the hill and landing in the mud hole at the bottom.
THATS OK! Time for a mud bath and a nice shower and back up the hill, one small step at a time so that maybe I will not trip and fall again.
So here's the truth and my path so far:
Time to have a nice long talk with the Good Lord and to leave this unhappy and unhealthy life behind! I know I have it in me to do this, I have done it before. Lord, take me by the hand!