I'm Here, Kinda Sorta
Saturday, January 25, 2020
Hi y'all, I'm back. It's been a really rough couple of months. And it kinda got me down. I didn't want to talk to anyone or see anyone. I have been workin' on some diamond art, which has really helped me. It kept my mind off of some of the things happenin' in my life.
First, it was a COPD flare for Thanksgivin' then I got RSV for Christmas and New Year. I didn't even really watch too much football. That is when Jessie new somethin' was wrong. I finally got to talk to my therapist and I got back on the right track. I started to work on my diamond art and help Wade with his. That helped a lot. But I still didn't talk on SP. I didn't do anythang on here at all.
I have gained about 10lbs back from havin' to take steroids IV and then when I got out of the hospital pill form. I had 3 different times from Thanksgivin' till just a week ago that I took my last dose. They make me so hungry and I eat anythang I can find. I suppose that might be part of the reason I haven't been here. Puttin' that 0 on if ya lost any weight that week was gettin' to me. So, I just stop comin' and loggin' in. But I know now that I'm gonna be fightin' this all my life. Lupus, Sjogren's, COPD, Fibro Flares are gonna happen and I'm gonna have to deal with them as they come. I just want to be sick like I was b4. The doctor wanted to put me in a nursin' home and Jessie wouldn't let'em. I don't want to go back to one again.
So, I'm gonna try to come back every day as I did b4 and do what I have to do. If I can I'll lose the weight. I can't go to Y yet. I'm havin' to use my O2 all the time for now. But I do have a recumbent bike and I've been doin' about 1 mile every Monday, Wednesday, and Friday. I take the weekends off. I'm gettin' faster on it. So, I might put the thangy up to 2 instead of 1. LOL The past couple of days I have had my O2 off while I'm sittin' workin' on the diamond art, crochetin', or on the computer. So that's a great start to bein' off of it. I will get to where I was b4 the flare b4 spring. That's my goal.
I'm gonna close now. Y'all have a great evenin' and a great rest of the weekend!