Wednesday, February 17, 2021
I just want to thank all of you for your support and love in my journey through the ages so far. The last one was tough and I am thankfully through it. I will take a break for a few days before I start again on age 8.
What really helped me besides prayer, and my therapist was I was guided to read a part in a book that all I needed to do is first to know it is a program from the cult/parents, and second I am the one in charge and can turn it off. So I pretend to have a big red button at the back of my head and turn it off. It works that easy. But I had to go through other stuff too to get where I am today! If those people can put things in my head, then I can take them out lol
I feel so good again and that I can say the word love without all the guilt and shame they put upon it. I love people and it was so hard not using that word. Those sick people made the simplest words that you would use every day. I am so thankful for you all, your support, love and understanding. l am so blessed to have this part of my life back. It isn't easy to go through this stuff but now I am much better and stronger on the other side.
SOOOO I LOVE LOVE LOVE YOU ALL!!!!!!!!!!