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Jared Padalecki
Saturday, March 05, 2016      0 comments

I'm about to sound like a 12 year old major fan-girl. It's really quite pathetic on the surface. But I promise, I will go into some details that might help shed some light on this lol For those of you who do not know who Jared Padalecki is,... Read more
When You Want To Live
Friday, February 05, 2016      0 comments

When you tell yourself your aches and pains are the reason you can't do something, you are only holding yourself back from great achievement. For YEARS (and I mean most of my almost 40 years of life), I was convinced my broken body was the ... Read more
Weight loss session #9872659
Tuesday, January 05, 2016      0 comments

Seriously though. This has gone on too long. I apologize in advance for what will most likely be horrendous typos. I hate smartphones, but do not feel like turning on the computer for this one lol Anywho- back to this year's bash. 2016. Anoth... Read more
1700+ alcohol calories
Tuesday, September 02, 2014      0 comments

So the downfall of having a tolerance is finding out the hard way you can ingest over a day's worth of calories in alcohol in one night. That's right! Over 1700 calories in alcoholic beverage in me last night. All in about 5 hours! It star... Read more
Monday, September 01, 2014      0 comments

Not sure which will kill me more... waiting 2 years for my damn husband to get his sh!t together and MAYBE (but not likely) move, or waiting 2 years as I put away one of my 2 paychecks a week to buy myself a cheap-as$ trailer. I can't live here... Read more
Fear and Depression
Friday, August 29, 2014      0 comments

Two things in life that seem to always get in the way of EVERYTHING are Fear and Depression. I don't know what causes the fear, and though I know what causes the depression it doesn't make it easier to deal with. Most people blog to share ... Read more
Wednesday, August 20, 2014      0 comments

How can I not love this weather!?!? Sunny, breezy, DRY, 76.... Now if only I could get off my a$s and do something productive lol The nights have been cool. Almost chilly. I put my comforter on the bed last night and let the cold air fall... Read more
In and Out, On and Off that Wagon (vent)
Monday, August 18, 2014      0 comments

Every few months I "start again." It's gotten to the point where I'm just about as sick of starting over as I am being fat. I think that's why the last time I fell off the diet wagon, I didn't get upset, I didn't kick myself in the as$, I simply... Read more
Fat Girls and Food (Rated PG-13 for language)
Wednesday, January 08, 2014      0 comments

It really bothers me when my best friends are the ones sabotaging me. It seriously makes me want to scream. It also bothers me when I get the list of people (like 10 people) who want to go walking with me, but all bail the first time I call. "Ju... Read more
SO apparently, I Offend People
Saturday, September 08, 2012      8 comments

I posted on a random message board thread. I don't remember which now- It's been at least a month. Instead of replying to my question/statement, someone asked me why I had an upside down flag as a picture and if I was "anti-America." What's more... Read more
Workout Music
Wednesday, August 22, 2012      3 comments

I am not one to like popular music. In fact, I HATE hip hop / dance of pretty much any sort. So trying to create a good workout playlist is a bit intimidating. I don't think I want to make my list contain nothing but Speed Metal, but that is alm... Read more
Dear Mitt Romney
Monday, August 20, 2012      2 comments

I hope I do get a chance to meet you - if you ever come to my Cape Cod, that is. I would like to hand you an autographed picture of myself and my children and ask you to donate to my cause. I mean after all - it's just a few dollars, and every b... Read more
The Effects of Depression
Monday, August 20, 2012      0 comments

I'm guessing that my lack of sleep and extremely high anxiety levels about life in general is what is causing the insane amount of depression I have been fighting with the past week or so. But what seems to have made it worse was stepping on the... Read more
Information you don't want to hear
Thursday, August 16, 2012      8 comments

***PARENTAL ADVISORY!!! This blog contains words that MAY "offended" some audiences. Viewer Discretion is advised! So I'm making my page public for a few days just so that everyone can read this. If I reach just one person, it may be worth ... Read more
SparkPeople, Digression, and A Novel
Wednesday, August 15, 2012      1 comments

When restarting this lovely "lifestyle change" in January, I was back up at only 11lbs less than my highest (which was 261 in 2004), and I was seriously convinced it wasn't worth it. This is probably part of why I gained back 15 of the 25 I lost... Read more

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