Wednesday, November 28, 2007 1 comments
A couple of things going on. I have a new diuretic one that doesn't deplete my potassium. I've been having some palpitations. My blood pressure was high (ugh) too. Yes, this is a clear red flag I have no choice but to make better choices eating ... Read more
Wednesday, November 28, 2007 2 comments
The time away from home last week was more difficult than I thought. Adjusting to the idea of splitting up with my husband is not easy. I believe in the back of my mind I really thought he would miss us enough to reach out and want to really ma... Read more
AM I back???
Monday, November 26, 2007 2 comments
..I may not have access to the internet at home for a little bit , so, if you don't hear from me don't get worried. My vacation with family was good. I was bored out of my mind at times because my mom wouldn't let me do anything at her house!... Read more
Today is my last day!
Saturday, November 17, 2007 3 comments
Till I get back from my vacation! (HA! Gotcha!) Since we moved down here to S.A. I haven't spent any holiday with my family and I have always spent the holidays with them. It's been Julian and the boys. I'm sooo thrilled to take a week off, jus... Read more
The boys and work..
Friday, November 16, 2007 1 comments
My babies. I know, I know they're not babies but they'll always be my babies even if this is the only place I can "say" it! HA! Terrance ran the 5k mayor's challenge this past weekend. He ran last yr. too. This yr. he came in 4th among his age ... Read more
and the door opens..
Wednesday, November 14, 2007 3 comments
I posted something today in one of my groups I haven't checked in with in a very long time. Stronger Marriages, a yahoo group. It's a great group of women that have been there for me as I've rode the roller coaster ride called my marriage. As I ... Read more
Wednesday, November 14, 2007 2 comments
I'm the type of person if I understand what is going on, I know exactly what I need to do. This whole time I've been trying to solve the problems of my marriage. It's been a roller coster all the way. Something Julian said to me the other day t... Read more
..my head is spinning...
Saturday, November 10, 2007 3 comments
I'm trying to keep busy with the boys, work, taking care of me but these moments that creep up without warning can be a lil' much. I'm trying to make better food choices. I hope I'm pist off at myself enough NOW that I'll actually move this bo... Read more
I did sooooo good until....
Tuesday, November 06, 2007 2 comments
..I let anger get to me. OMG, I'm up and down. I find it soo hard to not get angry when he's in the same room with me. Part of the time I'm thinking what is wrong with me? The why's, like why couldn't you love me? Why did you marry me if you d... Read more
Monday, November 05, 2007 1 comments
I can't say I'll do this or that, cause I've tried that and I fail all the time. So, I'll just take day by day and whatever happens, happens. This morning I woke up in a pretty good mood. My sp friends let comments on my blog and that tou... Read more
Consistently in the same "mode"....
Sunday, November 04, 2007 3 comments
Maybe I don't need work on being consistent...maybe I should just work on changing modes..(insert laugh here) I talked to my therapist about this issue. He's telling me I have a stress level that is neither high nor low but consistently the... Read more
Reaching for that inner motivation
Thursday, October 25, 2007 1 comments
You know , I don't know . I've ran out of excuses, I have none! Do I just lack motivation? You know there are days when I just pour out motivation...and I may still just sit down on my a**. I can't whine about it...getting mad at myself doesn't... Read more
Food choices during certain times of the day...
Thursday, October 18, 2007 0 comments
is a biggie for me right now! Morning is great! I start off on the right foot every morning and feel good though out the first half of my day. Lunch comes and I can say I'm making changes but can do better. Dinner...now here is the real mome... Read more
EAting like a child....
Sunday, October 14, 2007 1 comments
Yes, this title came from a sp mailer...LOL Yesterday I started off really good, till I got L-A-Z-Y (NAUGHTY WORD)..and warmed up some left over pizza (another naughty word). It's ok though. I mean I'm not down on myself about it. I did ... Read more
my verson of Mary J. Blige's "Aint Really Love"
Sunday, October 14, 2007 0 comments
Every day I looked for ways to bring us closer, but more and more you appear to draw back... My heart don't feel it, the feeling is everything and I'm feeling like maybe you just don't feel it. In the past I didn't know how to stay... Read more
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