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so frustrated
Tuesday, March 08, 2016      0 comments

I accidently deleted my original ticker off my page but when i figured out how to put it back on now it wont show my weight loss i dont know how to fix this I started at 317 my goal weight is 225 i am now at 311 but it is showing 315 bc i lost 2... Read more
feeling annoyed
Sunday, February 28, 2016      2 comments

I know i should be happy i lost 1 lb but i am so annoyed at my weight and the fact that i have done everything i am supposed to and then some and I only lost 1 pound annoys me. I have close to 100 lbs and i only lose 1 lb? i am drinking enough w... Read more
Things are changing and I'm not sure how to handle it
Tuesday, February 23, 2016      3 comments

I have been out of work for quite a while and no doubt financially I cant afford to turn down any offer that is given to me, But I have been given a overnight position which I am completely beside myself about I truely dont want any parts of. bu... Read more
I blew it
Sunday, February 21, 2016      5 comments

Well I blew it! IDK what I did wrong I tracked everything I logged everything weighed everything exercised everyday what happens I gained 2.6 lbs back that i lost the 1st few days. What the heck! I just wanna scream!!! What in the world did I do... Read more
Such a Bitter sweet day
Saturday, February 20, 2016      3 comments

Today is such a bittersweet day for me, today is my oldest sisters birthday she turned 51, though she lives many states away I used to think we were very close but a few years ago he and my mother both disagreed with things i posted/said on face... Read more
Another day
Friday, February 19, 2016      5 comments

Ok so I decided after getting on the scale and it not moving one bit I made my fiancé hide the scale, I told him he is only allowed to bring it out on sunday mornings because i will beat myself up everyday if the scale stays the same or goes up ... Read more
Today I am down but I am pushing on
Thursday, February 18, 2016      6 comments

I can feel my mood being down but I am gonna keep pushing on I'm gonna exercise today and track and drink my water. I think one of my mood issues is i am waiting for my drs office to get a new medicine approved by my insurance company that dont ... Read more
Whatever I'm doing its working
Wednesday, February 17, 2016      3 comments

So I'm still a bit depressed but forcing myself out of bed and doing exercising seems to be working because when i got on the scale this morning is showed I lost 3 lbs so I guess I am doing something right, my body is sore but I guess that is no... Read more
Today is a new day
Tuesday, February 16, 2016      3 comments

Everyday is a new day, day 2 of logging everything, i feel my depression being there but trying to ignore it but its very hard as I do just want to cry but I think if I focus on logging and the message boards maybe I can pull myself out of this ... Read more